I can't let 2011 go by without a posting

Wow. It is almost a year since I last wrote on my Blog. Not sure why really. I think of it but then life goes by and another month goes past.
2011 was not a good year. My Nephew Kyle died in a Car Accident in August. he was 19 yrs old. The whole situation felt like a nightmare. Still does. My job changed for the worse. Only three of us are left in what was once The Document Center. They laid everyone else off and we are being moved into a smaller space. The Contract ends in June 2012. They claim that we are fine and they will keep it going, but my ex told me she loved me the night before she left me. So it means nothing to me.
My Sister divorced Ted and has pushed herself away from the family. If you do not see ted as an abuser then she does not want anything to do with you. I never saw ted that way, was never told in the 23 years they were together that he had done anything. All I see is that Tracy treats the kids like friends and lets them do and get away with anything. Kyle wanted Cigs and Booze, She bought them for him. Alex didn't want to sit with the famil and just wanted to stare at the computer all day, Tracy let him do it. Ted disiplined the kids as they should have been. If Tracy sees that as abuse then that is sad. She has a warped sense of the past as well as the truth.
Joyce and I still talk almost every day. I saw her 3 times this past year, the last being in October. She is my best friend and gets me like no other. She calms me down, she makes me feel like I am better then I really am. She makes me feel brave. I love her with all my heart.
What does 2012 have in store for all of us? Who knows.